Open Letter #8: Not Feeling Like Myself Today
Whew, where do I start? Today I'm not in the best mood ever. I don't want to be bothered with anybody especially if they are going to trigger me to get upset. When I'm in one of my "moods" there is always someone that says something to piss me off. That's why I try not to communicate with anyone when I'm feeling like this. My patience gets real thin on days like this.
Sleeping All Day
I slept most of my day away. There was no energy in my body to help me stay awake for a long period of time. One minute I'm up then the next minute I'm falling back to sleep. I have no idea why I'm so tired today. Feeling like this puts me in a slump mood.
Stomach Feeling Funny
Even my stomach has been acting funny today. I don't know what in the world is wrong with me today. The only thing I ate was leftover pizza and crackers. I guess that triggered my stomach to hurt today. Right now I'm feeling hungry again though so hopefully when I eat the chicken off the grill my stomach will be alright.
Overthinking too Much
Another thing that's been happening today is me overthinking. I've been in my head too much today consuming myself with negative thoughts. This isn't a good thing at all. I shouldn't let my thoughts get the best of me. I failed at that today. Even the card reading I did on myself today was telling me to keep my thoughts positive. Then I was like man I need to get myself right and get out of this funky mood. Hopefully, by the end of tonight, I will be feeling a little better. I have a feeling I'm going to be awake the majority of the night anyway since I did sleep all day. I think I'll be reading this evening to get my mind off of things and relax in a positive way. After writing this open letter I do feel somewhat better in a way. It helped me vent how I was feeling. Sometimes it's good to vent out loud instead of keeping everything bottled up inside.
Want to read more open letters? Check out these:
Open Letter #1: In My Feelings...
Open Letter #2: Negative Thoughts Disturbing my Peace
Open Letter #3: Time to Take a Break
Open Letter #4: Feeling Refresh and Creative Juices Flowing
Open Letter #5: Bashing Me Won't Your Life Better
Open Letter #6: Living my Best Life FINALLY!
Open Letter #7: Message Not Sent